do you ever get so disgusted with yourself, like you can not believe how stupid and thoughtless you are and it’s so frustrating because you keep telling yourself that you’ll do better next time but then next time rolls around and the same thing keeps happening and you end up in this pattern of mediocrity.
i think im emotionally constipated because i haven’t given a shit in months
you get me, Asuka
I just want everything to end as soon as possible.
“Title Music from A Clockwork Orange”